Kicking myself
Oct. 8th, 2004 01:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
windelinaHow easily a decent, content mood can be shat upon.
I'm kicking myself for being lazy about picking up a new process here at work. Apparently, I somehow missed the rollout or announcement or something to tell me that yes, we're using this new system now and here's how to use it.
I'm supposed to be ahead of the learning curve generally, and yet I was lazy and not on top of this.
Hm. Let's face it. When I know how something works, I'm pretty content to keep using it as long as it keeps doing what I need it to do. So, I'm not that much of an innovator if I'm not feeling any pinch points.
So, I'm feeling stupid and like a failure - for something really SMALL! (Shut up. I do not have perfectionistic tendencies. Shut. Up.)
I'm on it now, so I guess that's a good thing.
I'm also kicking myself for eating a big lunch of pasta and cheese and bread when I haven't been getting enough sleep lately.
But I'm not kicking myself as hard about that one. I'm too torpid.
I'm kicking myself for being lazy about picking up a new process here at work. Apparently, I somehow missed the rollout or announcement or something to tell me that yes, we're using this new system now and here's how to use it.
I'm supposed to be ahead of the learning curve generally, and yet I was lazy and not on top of this.
Hm. Let's face it. When I know how something works, I'm pretty content to keep using it as long as it keeps doing what I need it to do. So, I'm not that much of an innovator if I'm not feeling any pinch points.
So, I'm feeling stupid and like a failure - for something really SMALL! (Shut up. I do not have perfectionistic tendencies. Shut. Up.)
I'm on it now, so I guess that's a good thing.
I'm also kicking myself for eating a big lunch of pasta and cheese and bread when I haven't been getting enough sleep lately.
But I'm not kicking myself as hard about that one. I'm too torpid.
