Down and about

Took Mom and Bryan (and Barb) out to see Hellboy last night. They enjoyed it alot and it's just as fun on the second viewing. Then Matt's for fattygoodness.

Today - meet with mortgage man.
Tonight - watch Maltese Falcon.

And I am apparently in a funk. The apathy has continued long enough that I think we have a definite phase going on. Mid-life crisis? Depression over life-change (marriage)? Just bored with office work? Just wanting a drastic change?

I could get hair extensions. I could buy rollerblades. I could learn to weld. (That'd be cool.)

Am I the person I want to be? Mostly. I'm pretty okay with the internal bits. It's the outward bits - what I do, my hobbies, my social circles, my clothes - that I'm feeling dissatisfied with.

Of course, if I don't scrape up some motivation from somewhere soon, CONvergence is gonna suck and I won't have a job.

No go

Just got word that "Soulless Bloodsucking Lawyers" went with another actress.

I'm okay with that. It would've been nice, but I have a lot of convention projects this year.
And I wasn't feeling all "I was amazing, they'd be fools not to use me!"

*shrug*

Part of it might be that I'm so dissatisfied with my appearance currently that I can't believe they even considered putting me on stage.
But that's frustration speaking.

Bloody Hell!

I just called and found out how much my ticket for "noisy assembly" is gonna cost me.

$110!

Jesus Fuck! How is this MORE expensive than a speeding ticket??